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Final Project

Things have been quite busy lately, and my final project take so much of my time. I've been through two preview and lots of assistance with my supervisor. Things became confused and stressful, but stress is not always a bad thing, it can be a good thing if it can help us get motivated to get things done. So i made some fancy things on my table board : calendar, monthly plan, to do list, words of spirit, also a picture of an idol. The final presentation will be held on May, i hope i got everything right. Keep on wishing, keep on trying, keep on doing! :)

"Everything will be alright in the end. If its not alright, then its not the end..."

Apa yang kulihat tentu cuma fatamorgana ketika suatu pagi di musim semi, sebuah hutan putih 

merembes dari pori-pori aspal yang panas.

Tapi kamu tak pernah berdusta menaburkan suara ribuan burung di udara untuk membuatku percaya

"Apa yang kau dengar adalah apa yang kau lihat."

Tapi aku cuma mendengar 305 hari yang berbeda. Dan jarum jam yang menuju ke segala penjuru.

"Apa kita bicara soal cuaca?"

Kamu mengangguk senang dan mengulurkan tangan melewati dahan-dahan untuk menangkapi ekor 

bintang yang melesat lima meter di atas.

“Ini,” katamu, “untuk kau taburkan di sekeliling hutan.”

Maka kita berjalan bersama ke batas di mana semua berakhir. Empat puluh tujuh ke kanan, empat 

puluh enam ke depan, dan kembali lagi, sambil menaburkan benih bintang yang segera tumbuh jadi 

kursi-kursi, kertas, meja-meja, kembang-kembang dalam pot tanah liat, orang-orang, dan sebilah 

sayap pesawat.

“Kita akan merawat semuanya dengan baik.”

Tapi bayangan melenting ke barat, sebelum hujan sempat mendarat. 

Dan kamu tak mau percaya bahwa cerita telah lewat.

“Apakah kita bicara soal cuaca?”

Cuaca adalah sesuatu yang pelik.

Apa yang kulihat tentu cuma fatamorgana ketika awan menghapus semua jadi kosong. Tapi kamu 

yang tak pernah berdusta menangkap angin dan menjejalkannya di telingaku. Desaunya: “…dulu… 

dulu…”

Avianti Armand

"People change. Feelings change. It doesn't mean that love once shared wasn't true or real.

It simply means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart."

How Could You?

"for all the things that you said

for all the lies that we pledged

for all the very best days

how could you do this to me?

the things we did to stay sane

the walks we had in the rain 

the places we used to hang

how could you do this to me?

for all the love that we shared

for all the times that we bled

for all the path we walk down

how could you do this to me?

your laughter under the stars

the times i slept in your car

the people we made fun of

how could you do this to me?"

Journey to the East

Last January i travelled to the capital city of East Java, Surabaya. I went there for final project survey that located at Kenjeran Park, Surabaya. That was my first trip alone and i got worried yet excited, but there are some family there so i've got place to stay and less worried.

Surabaya was a big city with some beautiful and clean park. The sidewalk was good and filled with trees so pedestrian got comfort to walk even in a sunny day. My survey placed on East Surabaya and close to the beach. Kenjeran Park was a recreational complex with a beach park, motorcycle circuit, horserace, water park, temple and convention centre. That place was interesting because the unique ambiance. After finished my survey, i went to Suramadu bridge that close to Kenjeran Park. Suramadu bridge connect Java Island with Madura Island and become an icon for Surabaya because Suramadu was the longest bridge in Indonesia. I was so happy visited the icon of Surabaya, and i'm excited to travel and explore another cities in Indonesia. 

I hope soon.. :) 

                                     1. Sunrise view from my seat

                                     2. Kenjeran Park circuit

                                     3. Horserace

                                     4. Four face Buddha statue

                                     5. Goddess of Mercy statue

                                     6. Fisherman boat

                                     7. Suramadu Bridge

What if

"What if i give you my smile?

Are you gonna stay for a while?

What if i put you in my dreams tonight?

Are you gonna stay until its bright?

What if i do ignore you?

Will just walk away and cry?

What if i did disappoint you?

Are you gonna say goodbye?"